Don’t go against your better judgement…just don’t do it. Know better do better, right?! I mean seriously SELF!! I knew better, did anyway, and now I hate life.
Also, wtf is with anxiety?!? Like, WHAT IS THE POINT?? I hate it. I hate it so bad and I have it right now. Bad. I know it may SOUND like I’m on one, but that’s only because I am FREAKIN ON ONE!
This is my space…I come here to “write it all out” so here I am, in a shit mood, just needing some Jesus. Knowing that when I cry out to Him, I am going to absolutely lose it. What a mess…
But…what if, yes, I am a mess…but I am a beautiful mess?!? Not beautiful as in looks….I mean beautifully loved with no conditions. I mean that God gives me so much MERCY, and so much GRACE, that I can sit here and start this post depressed, and by the end of it…I am feeling a lot less like a failure, and a lot more like a work in progress.
Wow. I guess today I found out if this blog would really help me or not…THANK YOU JESUS for the ways that You are always moving, especially when You reveal it to me like you just have. When I needed it the most.
I love you.
**Just wanna say that I hate how I am just cussing away in the beginning of this post. I almost went and took it all out, but that wouldn’t be real…and you also would have had a lot less likely of a chance to see how I just went from “I can’t do this anymore” to my Heavenly Father showing me that…”I am loved. I am forgiven.” **
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